Anxiety

I'm so afraid I'm not going to get a summer job this year. Last summer I got 2 jobs and I was just lucky.
My luck doesn't last long and see what happens, still no job. Summer job isn't something to worry about because I'm currently studying and I should worry about school instead but it just doesn't turn out to be like that.
Unemployment is rising in Sweden = recession, I can sense deflation already but the prices on clothes are higher than before, whatever. Economy cackle.

I'll doubtless be super depressed if no one is calling me sooner or in May.